ABOUT THE BOOK

Livin’ Life in the Dark

My journey through life has been painful and full of joy. I lived a life that I thought I could do on my own without any help or guidance from God. I never share my thoughts or feelings with anyone and the thought of writing a book about my struggles still baffles me to this day.

On June 15, 2018 at 9:44 P.M. I had a strong spiritual moment while lying in bed. The message that came to me was “How long does it take you to listen to God and why do we as people not always listen the first time he reaches out for us.”

On June 16, 2018 at 12:12 A.M. I was woke up in the middle of the night with an overwhelming sensation and thought to why I consistently deflected God. I wrote down three separate lines and did not know why they came to me.

1. Deflecting God
2. Hiding from Christ
3. Fighting Alone

I knew it had to deal with my life and the challenges I had fought through over the years. It was such a strong message that came over me in the middle of the night, but I had no idea what and why it came to me in that fashion.

These messages resonated with me but I would slowly just forget about them as time went by. I did not put any thought into those messages until nearly 4 years later when I woke up in the middle of the night on March 8, 2022 at 1:07 A.M. I woke up from a dead sleep and was instantly wide-awake with the name of this book and all the chapters that needed to be included. It was clear as day and I still remember the instant feeling of what those past messages are now leading me too.